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I told my husband, with whom I share a very honest relationship, that I was going to see an ex for closure.

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Over Skype, he'll watch me get close to orgasm and make me stop.

Or he won't speak to me because, with the distance, it's one of the only ways I can feel the sting of his decision. We know what we're doing isn't fair to our spouses, but fortunately for me, I'm able to be honest with my husband about Doug. We went through I am looking for the last one a few years ago and agreed to have an open marriage.

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She got really upset by the controlling things he wrote, like telling me what to wear to work. And when I revealed that he had a wife, she was totally disgusted.

We'd been friends for 18 years and she had been my maid of honor, but we haven't talked in nearly a year. Sometimes I feel like I'm someone's dirty little secret.

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And he has the perfect Stepford-looking wife. But the truth is, I feel bad for. I couldn't imagine leading a double life like he does. And I do feel guilty about his wife.

Yet selfishly, my main concern is protecting him and our relationship. I love that Fifty Shades of Grey has gotten women talking more honestly about their fantasies, but I hate that the book perpetuates the notion that a Dom must be messed up to be into this kind of sex.

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